Berkeley, Thursday March 23, 2023 10:48 PM It is hard to write in public, either dark, or anything thing I would be thinking, at times that I am not necessarily proud. However, it is an important to re-engage to have at least some accountability. Still this is a kind of shy writing, hard to find, […]
Waves
Berkeley, Wednesday March 22, 2023 5:27 PM I really do not know if there is any fix to all my negative. I think that definitely yes, with hikes, honesty, transparency, good sleep, and socializing more. I accept myself, I accept all the situations. I try to be extra aware of things. But probably some days […]
Confusion
Berkeley, Tuesday, March 21, 2023 7:37 PM It’s been a rainy day in Berkeley, which is fantastic. I woke up naturally at 6:34 am, but somehow stayed on the bed, and unnecessarily felt asleep again, waking up at 11 am then. That is a terrible of start of the day, but I was on peace […]
It’s not only wisdom needed, it’s also courage
Berkeley, Monday, March 20, 2023 9:21 AM There are of course multiple ways of procrastinate, lost focus, etc. I think it was about two weeks ago, when I was willing to write something about distractions. A true transparent life is a beautiful life. But I also see that hen either mistakes are bigger, or confidence […]
Meaning of solicitude
Berkeley, Saturday, March 4, 2023 5:53 PM The overall goal is be more strict with oneself, so then why am I writing in here? What is the actual meaning of distractions? It is true that when focused over long terms of time could eventually produce incredible things. But what about the situational factors? What is […]
Nervous
Berkeley, Friday, March 3, 2023 4:40 PM Still in here. Still I must push harder to overcome so many things. And I will write in a word doc about those. Meanwhile, I believe the last times I was nervous was when I had to make a presentation in front of my classmates and authorities, when […]
Is this public?
Berkeley (still, and hopefully for longer, but not in the same position), Thursday, March 2, 2023 7:39 PM Why to be ashamed oneself on the “public” sphere of this web, where anyone can through darts or roses, or spit or yield, but who knows how that would pivot to the self? I think the reason […]
Planner
Berkeley, Wednesday April 20, 2022 5:20 PM I did not use my planner notebook for four weeks. Since the week after Spring break when I came back from Ecuador. I sprayed my right knee on the Saturday after my return, which is not a relevant story anymore. But that may be one of the underneath […]
Getting rhythm back
Berkeley, Wednesday, April 20, 2022 2:18 PM I am on campus right now. I spent part of my morning, until around 1:15 PM at home. I am glad I arrived to campus before the Faculty Club closed, so I was able to get lunch there. I am writing in here to put my thoughts together, […]
The ending paragraph might matter most
Berkeley, Monday, November 22, 2021 5:52 AM I will invest ten minutes for today on writing a post in here. However, I just interrupted myself to actually make the bed, do a prayer. I just finished a book. There were two pages to finish, and before start writing I made progress a couple of pages […]
