Berkeley, Tuesday April 4, 2023 4:44 AM What a time to be writing. Where is the routine? A computer can connect and disconnect with many things, but I objectively say I mainly disconnects. However, if it is use in a good way, such as writing, research, analysis, etc it can connect and it build purpose. […]
Getting closer?
Berkeley, Friday, May 31, 2023 7:20 Pm Probably all of this just add additional own pressure in any case this might be a long night of some actual writing on my dissertation. There is not much point of being harsher to myself, than acknowledging the truth as I have been doing. I just need to […]
Accounting of today
Berkeley, Tuesday, March 28, 2023 11:30 PM I went to DMV this afternoon. I made progress in renewing my license. I would go back next week. My actual goal was to complete the process today, but I went there at 4:05 PM. I will read and get some sleep soon to not make the same […]
Carrying at additional weight
Berkeley, Tuesday, March 28, 2023 2:43 AM It is 2:43 am, I am still awake. It was not necessarily a highly productive day. I do not know if it is relevant for me to write to the internet what I am going to do next, but definitely it is more important for my brain, and […]
A Beautiful Prayer to the Virgin Mary
Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 10:32 PM I will write the prayer in the way I remember. I might need to edit it in the future. Bendita sea tu pureza Y eternamente lo sea Pues todo un Dios sea recrea En tan grandiosa belleza O virgen Sagrada María Yo te ofrezco en este día Alma, […]
Cansado del Camino
Berkeley, Sunday, March 26, 2023 10:27 PM I will start writing what I recall from that hymn. Cansado del Camino Sediento de ti Por las calles he luchado Sin fuerzas me he cansado Vengo a tí. Luché como soldado Y a veces perdí Y sin fuerza me he quedado Aun me he levantado Vengo a […]
Twitch?
Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 8:12 Pm Giving that my physical work is mainly through a computer, I am considering streaming live while I work through Twitch. I might not share the screen. the only thing I am afraid is to grant all permissions to such app in my mac. I am considering this, because […]
Cleaning a bit the heart but it will take a while
Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 7:29 PM My hurt needs a little bit of fire back, as well of my brain, and other part of my body of course. However, I should continue writing a little bit more about stuckness, bit of regrets, self-disappointment, but also about own expectations. As everything needs a clear structure […]
Transparency
Berkeley, Friday, March 24, 2023 7:55 Pm As expected all this distraction of checking the Kings League, and then further asking questions, to check details answered in other video took me an hour or so. Probably my dinner was 30 minutes. It is incredible how I can waste precious time, which I could rather invested […]
Heart Hurt, acknowledging distractions, but better connected to the self
Berkeley, Friday, March 24, 2023 6:33 Pm I’m still in here, and about to have dinner (extremely late lunch), but wanted to write here before I got this hungry. There is not need of course writing things and details in here. But this is my little room of accountability. One of my recent distractions is […]
