Unstructured and unproductive

Berkeley, Tuesday, August 25, 2026 2:40 am

Laundry completed. But cooking might happen tomorrow.

3 ounces of wine during dinner.

But now, somehow, and might be first time since late January a few confusing thoughts are coming, to which I might have some fear. But one does not control externalities.

It is what it is.

I allowed some unstructured, and particularly some unproductive time in. I consider playing the guitar or any hobbies as productive time, because one grows with it.

But watching a screen, just sucks.

Now, it has been consistent. I have been carrying some weight and other things.

Youtube trapped again for almost one hour or so. I saw a few comedy bites of the Office. I saw a relationship between that sitcom characters Dwight and Angela.

It was funny. And it is acting. I saw a 30 second interview to Mr. Wilson, about some Office fan in an airplane.

Depending on the context, I hope use better at least my time in front of the computer. I do not have a tv, which can explain.

Quiet day, but need to fix my sleeping schedule.