Berkeley, Saturday, January 20, 2024 9:52 PM Soon I might write updates in here. This is usually a pressure valve. Schedule is OK. Intelligence is better. But we really on habits, commitment and discipline. Is the moving force the self? Or does one just need to reach a high level of consciousness so can let […]
Category: Life
Keeping the mind strong while I can
Berkeley, Monday, December 11, 2023 It is interesting that I gave advise to a student to immerse in the study life. However, I need to do that myself. Second, how to let the humorous spirit being on the self, particularly during stressful times. One answer is by staying on top of the duties. Another answer […]
Clearance and clarity
Berkeley, Wednesday, November 29, 2023 When the days are cold, and the some thoughts of fun, might be proved wrong. I was trying to paraphrase the song from imagine dragons, called Demons, with my own lyrics. However, I won’t continue on that pursuit. As everything else in life, the only thing needed is clarity. Self […]
Confessions and reflections
Berkeley, Monday, November 28, 2023 0:40 am During Spring 2023, when I was supposed to write more, but also recovering from my achilles tendons torn surgery, a positive covid in mid-February, probably a bit of mix feelings heart ache and a bit of guilt of ending early a potential relationship of three dates, odd signals […]
Smell of mote
Berkeley, Saturday, November 11, 2023 11 pm Night falls off. The fog is present. Temperature has dropped. It is the beginning of the Fall season in Berkeley, though we are already mid-way through it, in terms of standard calendar days. This is my natural weather temperature habitat. My brain right away connects to wood fire […]
Life hack
Berkeley, Friday, August 11, 2023 Currently hating plenty of stuff and of course is for the simple fact of not doing enough. How did I disconnected that much from my inner self? How was I not able to connect with the working monk routine, of working 6 days and resting one? I have received all […]
Crying over spilled milk
Berkeley, Sunday July 23, 2023 2:43 AM I, honestly, believe that posting casually things in here is probably not a good idea, because of all the vulnerabilities and exposure that comes with it. And also because at many instances of life one can always do corrections, and so many things written in here because old […]
Looking inward, but still not saying much
Berkeley, Wednesday, April 29, 2023 11:49 PM Brief break while I try to make sense to this atmosphere and to this life, which I sometimes disconnect completely, make mistakes, which sometimes could be painful, and get stuck in small living things which could be even more painful. Why to write like that, because of the […]
Just a brief account
Berkeley, Tuesday April 25, 2023 1:54 AM I have identified unproductive uses of time, and have fallen again on the same errors. While it might serve for understanding a little more recent years, it sucks in time of pressure. I need to push more harder to overcome those recent challenge, but time it is not […]
Work harder
Berkeley, Friday, April 21, 2023 10:49 PM Who read those rants I wonder? Are those read by casuality? Are those random post easy or hard to find? All it is the same. Of course it is not too ease to move forward. But I have reflected on plenty of things. And it is not only […]
