More Conflicting Feelings of Making Time for an Entry Here

Berkeley, Monday, September 14, 2026 11:37 PM

I will try to do this extremely fast under ten minutes. Is that possible?

A realistic time, might be, about half hour for a thoughtful entry.

I might step out though ten minutes before mid-night.

I might write rhythms, if I want to. Many could do that. I am not able to place original tunes in the guitar to original lyrics.

I am not a musician, but I do enjoy listening to music, and playing now and then, a cover version, the best I could of a song I like. The cover version, is rarely good, although, with time and practice that can be achieved, as cooking, or writing, or biking, or even reading aloud?

Might be in cooking I go with what I think is the best way, and do a trial and error. That might be one of the things I practice more, without even noticing, because it is a survival thing for me.

But it is fun, is good is unique.

One could justify a cover song or a cover mathematical model. It might be good in performance, but it does not reaches the heart completely. It might reach some parts, because music is meaningful.

Sometimes, many times, one is asked to do things. One might need to learn to do those, if resistance was not leading to anyware.

It is of course a talent to cover a song properly or to deconstruct and construct a mathematical model. One can learn plenty of skills by it, about the actual mechanics to deconstruct and construct the model. About different codes, different ways to construct the model. A song cannot only be played in guitar. Once one get it as a musician. One can play it in piano, harmonica, violin, cello, might be even in percussion. Although, the percussion would be what keeps the rhythm to everything else.

A genius of a model, might be the thing that is expanded by those who can comprehend it. And might the that it is. Just to comprehend the model, and do a good cover, with some edits, and recompose a better version in other instruments.

I am thinking now of the genius of somethings directs a group, and also play the piano, and sings. Might be some of those songs were written by Saint Hildegard von Bingen, at the bank of the Rhine River, about a thousand year ago (the time estimation is not an exaggeration). So is a good art to play properly her music now.

As it might be a good art, unfortunately, I did not watch it, the presentation of Homer work through a different media than the pages, about three-thousand years later (not a time exaggeration yet). Still, Christopher Nolan is well regarded, for the adaptation of the master piece.

I do, what I might have to do. I question that every time. I also might do, what I have to do to survive.