Creating beauty in confusing bad designed hostile settings

Berkeley, Wednesday, April 5, 2023 9:51 PM

This week and this year has ended flying in a different way that I wanted to surf on all my duties.

And while writing in here, still random things, until I decide to either write per topic, or more analytical situation, or more stories describing life events in detail, or in general transparency, I might continue doing it as a productive way of procrastination, which does not necessarily tires my brain, but rather keeps it working.

Of course writing this long run sentences as a keep to keep my brain on continuous work, could have vulnerability disadvantages, in addition of the time disadvantages described above.

On the other hand, I really wish I won’t never get a TV. But that is also is unlikely. I enjoy watching a soccer game for instance, or even time by time a movie. One of the reasons I said the above is to avoid distractions, and of course one can still fall into those distractions in a computer. One, I meant me, as I mainly work on my computer, and has often to consult on the internet, it is of course easy to consult check something else.

A big chunk of my time since, probably late February or early March took the Kings League. If I decide I will explain about it.

The world cup took also some time of focus in late November and December.

April last year, I watched a series called the Queen of Flow, I watched many if not all the episodes, until may. And probably this year, I skimmed through quite a few episodes of Modern Family, which was funny, but the big picture question is what is the point of watching those things at times in front of a computer.

I have some questions about reading newspapers consistently. I think they has contributed a lot to my geography knowledge, beyond any benefit. Of course each person decides on what to focus. Time is also a constrain for reading the newspapers, but I probably still do like to read them in paper, because it is easier to skim the section I would like to read. A gigantic issue is the waste of sections of paper, that I do not read. And all the cummulative newspaper pile, which is not always easy to keep up with.

I am extremely happy with the morning book I am reading. So I am reading it fast. And on the night I am reading one more related to field on which I have been developing my working knowledge expertise. The other one, is a circulating life time book, which I hope I will continue reading.

Since learning about the kings league, of course I was curious to learn what is Twitch, which people is using to stream all kind of stuff. The main purpose of twitch is to stream video games, which I am not a fun on, but I also checked some streams of those. There are women on pools and bikini talking to the camera. Other women just chatting in provocative camera settings, etc. All kind of staff. There are many sport programs, and many of those related to the kings league and with soccer. But there also a quite few who write or study in front of the camera, and others who sing. For those who study, also can create group study through discord, where people access to virtual study rooms, with their cameras on. I think that was a quite interesting thing. And of course, one needs to be literated on web security, because depending on which channel you are, and probably even in discord, there are potential scams through links. I would expect those happen more in the pool or hot tub camera, which some could have the purpose of run as propaganda or hook to attract to other websites.

But in general, things are about focus, purpose, but also to get away from the desk and computer screen. That is the comment about TV above. The emotional landscape is also not easy to navigate. Plus, transparency or rather sincerity shows up in its more purest way on the product of our work itself. Not always, but rather quite often, as thing does not build from luck.

Low debate, but I alerted in the introduction. I might keep rising the level of the debate here if I decide to. What I want to avoid is to disconnect my self from my mission by getting distracted with things which do not contribute much to my life.