Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 10:32 PM I will write the prayer in the way I remember. I might need to edit it in the future. Bendita sea tu pureza Y eternamente lo sea Pues todo un Dios sea recrea En tan grandiosa belleza O virgen Sagrada María Yo te ofrezco en este día Alma, […]
Cansado del Camino
Berkeley, Sunday, March 26, 2023 10:27 PM I will start writing what I recall from that hymn. Cansado del Camino Sediento de ti Por las calles he luchado Sin fuerzas me he cansado Vengo a tí. Luché como soldado Y a veces perdí Y sin fuerza me he quedado Aun me he levantado Vengo a […]
Twitch?
Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 8:12 Pm Giving that my physical work is mainly through a computer, I am considering streaming live while I work through Twitch. I might not share the screen. the only thing I am afraid is to grant all permissions to such app in my mac. I am considering this, because […]
Cleaning a bit the heart but it will take a while
Berkeley, Sunday March 26, 2023 7:29 PM My hurt needs a little bit of fire back, as well of my brain, and other part of my body of course. However, I should continue writing a little bit more about stuckness, bit of regrets, self-disappointment, but also about own expectations. As everything needs a clear structure […]
Transparency
Berkeley, Friday, March 24, 2023 7:55 Pm As expected all this distraction of checking the Kings League, and then further asking questions, to check details answered in other video took me an hour or so. Probably my dinner was 30 minutes. It is incredible how I can waste precious time, which I could rather invested […]
Heart Hurt, acknowledging distractions, but better connected to the self
Berkeley, Friday, March 24, 2023 6:33 Pm I’m still in here, and about to have dinner (extremely late lunch), but wanted to write here before I got this hungry. There is not need of course writing things and details in here. But this is my little room of accountability. One of my recent distractions is […]
Ostia La Vida Chico
Berkeley, Thursday March 23, 2023 10:48 PM It is hard to write in public, either dark, or anything thing I would be thinking, at times that I am not necessarily proud. However, it is an important to re-engage to have at least some accountability. Still this is a kind of shy writing, hard to find, […]
Waves
Berkeley, Wednesday March 22, 2023 5:27 PM I really do not know if there is any fix to all my negative. I think that definitely yes, with hikes, honesty, transparency, good sleep, and socializing more. I accept myself, I accept all the situations. I try to be extra aware of things. But probably some days […]
Confusion
Berkeley, Tuesday, March 21, 2023 7:37 PM It’s been a rainy day in Berkeley, which is fantastic. I woke up naturally at 6:34 am, but somehow stayed on the bed, and unnecessarily felt asleep again, waking up at 11 am then. That is a terrible of start of the day, but I was on peace […]
It’s not only wisdom needed, it’s also courage
Berkeley, Monday, March 20, 2023 9:21 AM There are of course multiple ways of procrastinate, lost focus, etc. I think it was about two weeks ago, when I was willing to write something about distractions. A true transparent life is a beautiful life. But I also see that hen either mistakes are bigger, or confidence […]
