Clearance and clarity

Berkeley, Wednesday, November 29, 2023 When the days are cold, and the some thoughts of fun, might be proved wrong. I was trying to paraphrase the song from imagine dragons, called Demons, with my own lyrics. However, I won’t continue on that pursuit. As everything else in life, the only thing needed is clarity. Self […]

Ephinany of empathy and awareness

Berkeley, Tuesday, November 28, 2023 I do not believe that writing a detail public blog is necessarily, because immediate things might change fast, but ground morals or ground ideals or true life can always find its way.. Life is transparent, full of fears, policies, activates, envies, errors, but we are made of what we do. […]

Twitch?

Berkeley, Monday, November 27, 2023 The original idea of my prior post was a inner reflection of the time and brain in front of twitch or stream or TV. I will talk about twitch, which was the initial purpose of the prior one which the developed into reflections. Entertainment can mirror several things, and provide […]

Confessions and reflections

Berkeley, Monday, November 28, 2023 0:40 am During Spring 2023, when I was supposed to write more, but also recovering from my achilles tendons torn surgery, a positive covid in mid-February, probably a bit of mix feelings heart ache and a bit of guilt of ending early a potential relationship of three dates, odd signals […]

Smell of mote

Berkeley, Saturday, November 11, 2023 11 pm Night falls off. The fog is present. Temperature has dropped. It is the beginning of the Fall season in Berkeley, though we are already mid-way through it, in terms of standard calendar days. This is my natural weather temperature habitat. My brain right away connects to wood fire […]

Daily writing

Berkeley, Monday, August 14, 2023 I have shared expectations of my routine for productivity with many. Probably there is not a need of doing that. Though it could increase the standards of academic productivity for everyone else. The thing is that I have not applied. The last time I was on a daily consistent basis […]

Life hack

Berkeley, Friday, August 11, 2023 Currently hating plenty of stuff and of course is for the simple fact of not doing enough. How did I disconnected that much from my inner self? How was I not able to connect with the working monk routine, of working 6 days and resting one? I have received all […]

Crying over spilled milk

Berkeley, Sunday July 23, 2023 2:43 AM I, honestly, believe that posting casually things in here is probably not a good idea, because of all the vulnerabilities and exposure that comes with it. And also because at many instances of life one can always do corrections, and so many things written in here because old […]

Looking inward, but still not saying much

Berkeley, Wednesday, April 29, 2023 11:49 PM Brief break while I try to make sense to this atmosphere and to this life, which I sometimes disconnect completely, make mistakes, which sometimes could be painful, and get stuck in small living things which could be even more painful. Why to write like that, because of the […]