(M) Just with some inspiration to write publicly today!

Alright, the main author of this blog mentioned the possibility of a second writer starting to write in this blog… so this is the case this time: now it is Miracle giving it a try!

I should start by saying that nowadays, when I write, I dedicate it to God. In fact, all my writing is done by hand: in a diary (more precisely, a series of diaries). Writing for me is a way to communicate my inner feelings: how I can exteriorize and express on a piece of paper those feelings that are mostly hard to process by my own mind, whether they are about a particular situation, or simply about a topic I’ve been thinking about regularly and need to organize in writing; otherwise, I could go crazy. This time (an maybe other times too), I will make an exception and write not only to God, but also to my future self and to those curious readers intrigued to know what is going to be said in the next lines.

Generally speaking, writing is so liberating and pleasant to me! I actually wanted to become a writer when I was in high school (probably around 14 or 15 years old). In fact, I was writing a novel at that age, and I believe that, if persistent, I could have become a good writer (or at least, that’s what my teachers told me)… Well, I might need to go back home and look at those very old shelves of books that I’m pretty sure my mom still keep in place and find that novel!

When trying to find the root of this desire to write, I think it could the fact that I used to read a lot during that time as well. Because of that, sometimes you reach a point where you don’t only want to digest the thoughts, beliefs, stories, and ideas from other people but rather write your own ideas, experiences, and beliefs on paper. More importantly that the reason itself, the question still remains: what did I want to write during that teenager years?

Stories. Especially because I was reading a lot of fiction novels, psychological novels, and case-to-solve novels. Those types of books just trapped me, and i would even lose my sense of time when reading them… I wanted my potential readers to experience the same feeling with that future book. Looking more deeply into the reasons, I think than reading was sometimes a way for me to “escape reality”. And with the outcome of this future novel, I wanted my readers to experience that same sense of escape.

In terms of how much effort I was dedicating to this novel, I could say that I was working pretty hard. However, here comes the sad part: I couldn’t go beyond chapter two. Reality checked in, as the same year I was getting ready to start university. I had to leave this hobby behind and replace it with more hours dedicated to maths, chemistry, and physics, since preparing for university was necessary and became the priority.

Anyways, as a reader at this point, you will realize that my style of writing, or “heart pensées” as the title of this blog suggests, is completely different from that of the creator of this blog. My style is more of like this: what thoughts/feelings am I having today that I want to bring forward? And how do I want to connect these thoughts and feelings with those from today, yesterday, weeks ago, or even years ago? In other words, connecting current ideas and thoughts with past events that can bring both good and (unfortunately) bad memories as well…

Finally, here is a disclaimer: to differentiate my posts from those of the main author , I will add an (M) to all my posts, in case they are useful to you 😉