Plan C?

Berkeley, Wednesday, July 3, 2025 2:49 AM

I am getting tired of nonsense, which make sense, and I believe each one has a few things that believe that are not part of their missions in life.

I must make decisions regarding my place, which it is pretty much sort out, but I also need to land a job soon.

For a period of time I emerged myself on some videos and podcast. I guess I can still have opinions of what is worth or not for me. Yet, being exposed too much to that stuff ends up eating my plenty and creating more questions, which can keep me away from my tasks.

Same thing happens with other parts of my life. Easy to talk, but not sure if realistic. Am I an egoist for not proceeding to be available and moldeable in a virtual world, which could end up with a real thing, but I do not operate that way.

Sometimes those things are reminders of who am I.

And it is not idealistic. But I strongly believe on real experience and in person connections. That is why there are a few things that have bothered me about some actions through my life, and mainly in recent years. But I usually find a way back to full focus. That was one of the learnings from today.

I had an OK experience today. Then another question is, should I do what I said? Planning briefly something is one thing. There is also always a need for push back and find a middle ground on the plan. That usually helps.

Sticking with ones words matters when one promises something. But when planning something, I think there is room for corrections after reflections.

Still I went to try some food and watch the film. I did not liked the film. I meant I would put a C rate on it in matter of things that matter. But I think I understand the intention of the message from some of the writers. However, it might decrease the popularity of the main matter instead of increasing. In my opinion.

Need to do laundry today. I also might need to buy one blue jean.

Target mode, and need of full focus after 3 years or more. Also learning, about black mold.

Another reflection I learned is that even is not matter how hard it is, always forgive. Even if not asked for forgiveness.

I believe that some part of the beginning of the film, the overall message, and the last part can be relevant. I was thinking to capture the goodness of it, as it has very talented actors, whose lines have plenty of wit, and are funny and enjoyable to listen.

Regarding my commitment to do something. I have schedule a few activities. I am sticking with them.

But I need to get my work done.