Berkeley, Tuesday, June 3, 2025 2:45 AM
I am nervious, not only for a voice message I pushed myself to sent today when I wrapped up some work at campus. Delaying replies and correspondance also add to the task to do, such as sleep well, wake up early, organize the place, and so on, file taxes, finish grading, file my dissertation, take exam for a job.
A good moment of peace I find in music, but also in reading, but also in working, and cooking, and meals, and biking etc. The issue comes with the pressure and deadlines to get things done, with getting stronger in adversity and absorbing but not reacting to harassment(?), and to other pressures.
I think my accountability will come on Friday. It seems like I would need three or five days of vacation.
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