Odd Sounds

Berkeley,

Some time ago a neighbor called to the phone to complain that is not of my fucking business when I asked a question about parking. It was a given favor without will.

Later some noises came in a written form.

I can take those, but I do not like that there are not clear rules or freedom to ask, which I will keep.

But I wonder how to repair things.

It is horrible when your neighbors cannot even say hi. I do not like that, but neither a dishonest hi.

I really wish people say things upfront. I used to do that. But even for that chances are not so available.

I heard this afternoon noises. The irony is that I am not 100 percent sure from where they came from. I do no care. But the learned lessons from what also one receives is to never make assumptions.

It also sucks when people talk but to you about other folks. They have the right, but one always need to keep a balance on this.

I guess if it is also not possible to talk bad about others regimes won’t fall. So it is not a so terrible thing. I would say everything relies on the intent on the beholder of the word and thought.

I will grade one assignment more this evening. Eat dinner, and likely go to a concert.

I am relieved that one out of two problems from yesterday was easily solved.

For the other one and another one and even another one, I need guidance and will.

It sucks to talk those things even generalities, but sometimes is good to write to let it go. The bad is that this is a somehow public place, despite it is hard to find. Let see if this brings more bad consequences. My goal is to find ways to solve problems, without destruction. I guess things have limitations, and I need more wisdom, and to push forward, and to stay more focused on what I am to do. Probably, everything else is a distraction from the path I ought to walk on.