Reasoning

Berkeley, Thursday, February 13, 2025 2 Pm

There is a strange fan sound behind my neck. It is a colleague computer. That is ok. I also should bring my as well. But it makes it hard to focus.

Sometimes, we men disrupt others calmness. Example are war tanks. Big cars, etc.

Why is there a need a of those big machines.

They can provide services, etc.

I was added to a chat of friends from high school.

I am probably outside from many tasks I need to do, and one question would be how to land standing on my feet.

Other issue to think a bit deeper is about efficiency to wake up and so on.

Which factors can I do?

I must keep focused on writing my work regardless what happens with my dissertation.

It is not my friend’s computer. There is a fan somewhere.

It rather sounds like a heater.

I truly value my friends.

Sometimes I check those messages. Probably, it is something that I do not like however.

I believe that producing work requires plenty of focus.

I am not sure if I am leaving the group chat soon, but I do need to stay fully focused.

There are actions that leave an anchor in the past.

One wrong message in the past about inviting to friend to a gathering, and saying that I do not check the messages too often.

I question affecting others feelings, but then how to proceed?

On December 31, I went briefly to a family gathering leaving early to meet someone.

I think that was also incorrect.

Public, courage, strong life is correct, but one also needs to become wise.

One needs to think actions that make sense.

I am under risk now.

Yet, I want to do things by fulfilling actions, not by fear of risk.

Those are all generalities, where I am skipping plenty of details.

I am glad today I showed up for a meeting but I was late.

What my friends send to me, it is strange.

Lord have mercy.

I need to stay full focus.

I need to figure out ways to wake up early, and go to bed early.

I destroyed time and my yesterday’s meeting by wasting about 1 hour yesterday.

Still on politics which does not influence almost at all my day.