Getting closer?

Berkeley, Friday, May 31, 2023 7:20 Pm

Probably all of this just add additional own pressure in any case this might be a long night of some actual writing on my dissertation.

There is not much point of being harsher to myself, than acknowledging the truth as I have been doing. I just need to figure out the way of real truth.

I want to pray to the Holy Spirit for wisdom and to Peter and Paul for courage. And to God Himself of course.

I really must focus and move forward.

In other topic, today I was asked about my views and learned lessons from the Screwtape Letters, which I finished two days ago. And I was mainly blank about it, probably because I read it over a long time between 2 to 4 pages in the morning or after breakfast at the time I wake up.

A simplistic answer it is a created to the creators of political democracy to fit governmental standards, which are ok, but do not try to make humans a mass category to fit a system. It seems that the opposite to the advice to the wormwood was that the so called Enemy, which in that reverse writing book, is God, is to oppose to the individual grow and development of individual charismatic personalities.

The reverse order sounds a bit tricky to describe but it is a set of letters of evil instructions to wormwood to fight the God, who is their Enemy.

At many times it is funny, but I am not recalling all the details somehow, except for the the last piece, and some general context.

I did not get the chance to reflect that much on that book.

But I will keep working on a routine, and avoiding any kind of video distraction, which it is at least bad from my brain. It might not be the case for others.